booksI'm so proud of myself, I actually finished my homework...ALL OF IT. I ususally finish my homework early in the morning, but I thought 'what the hell, I have nothing else to do.' So I did it. Now I can do whatever I want without worrying about how long it's going to take me to finish a math problem. I should probably start doing this more often.
I finished reading two books today and one yesterday. That is amazing. It was the only thing I wanted to do all weekend. I kept waking up at 5am for no reason! What the hell? I think it's because I kept going to bed early...that's probably why.
I might have no school tomorrow. I'm only wishing. If Rainey decides to take the kids to Big Steps, then I will probably get to stay home. If not, then I'll go over there and play with the kids. Either way is fine with me. I won't mind. I love those kids, all of them: Shea and the triplets. They are the best kids I've watched...ever.
This is a song that I have stuck in my head.
Halo By Bethany Joy Lenz
I never promised you a ray of light
I never promised there’d be sunshine everyday
I give you everything I have
The good the bad
Why do you put me on a pedestal?
I’m so up high that I can’t see the ground below
So help me down, you've got it wrong
I don’t belong there
[Chorus]
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo and you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn’t say so
You wouldn’t say so if you were me
And I.. I just wanna love you
Oh oh oh I.. I just wanna love you
I always said that I would make mistakes
I’m only human and that’s my saving grace
I fall as hard as I try
So don’t be blinded
See me as I really am
I have flaws sometimes, I even sin
So pull me from my pedestal, I don’t belong there
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo and you look at me but
Standing from here… you wouldn’t say so...
You wouldn’t say so if you were me
And I.. I just wanna love you
Oh oh oh I.. I just wanna love you
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo and you look at me but
Standing from here… you wouldn’t say so...
You wouldn’t say so if you were me
And I.. I just wanna love you
Oh oh oh I.. I just wanna love you
heya eee yeah aaa
heya eee yeah aaa
heya eee yeah aaa
It is freezing in my house. Honestly. I think it's like 32 degrees! I just want to curl up in a ball and hide. I better open the vents in my bed room.
Anyway, I don't have work tomorrow! I can work on my math review all day with the help of my sister! Sweet! I'm so excited. I might even pass the test with an A. I usually only get B's or C's.
Well...I'm going to go to bed now. I have school tomorrow.
I just got home from watching the kids. They are lovely children. I found the most embarrassing picture of me when I was six or seven. God, I hated the 90's.
Man, I'm behind in class. I'm going to fail math...well, at least the quiz tomorrow. If I didn't have so much Adv. Bio work I would have finished the work I missed for math. This sucks.
Is it weird, that I love the food that I'm allergic to?
I just spent all day watching kids...well, I spend most of my time watching kids. It's a good thing I love them or else I would have been a bitch but anyway, I'm tired. I just got home two hours ago. My wrists hurt like hell and I can't find my wrist braces. This sucks. Writing is going to hurt tomorrow. I'll ask my Advanced Biology teacher if I can get a copy of the notes...I doubt that.
Tomorrow I have to go watch children...lovely isn't it?
I'm trying to get myself to write a few more chapters before I go to bed, but that's not going to happen.
*sigh* I sound like I'm complaining. I'm really not. I'm just getting some thoughts out of my head...so it actually might be complaining.
...I'm done. I sound stupid right now.
